I am not one of those people who feel that a New year is anything special either. I don't think a new year brings any new opportunities than the year before. To me it's just another day, with a different number at the end. A number that takes me MONTHS to remember. Yeah it causes more problems..haha OK maybe not. But really if you had a crappy 2014. unless you make some major changes in your life you're probably going to have a crappy 2015. Sorry to be a Debbie downer, but it's true. A new year doesn't offer anything good unless you let it. Sure bad things may happen that's out of your hands..but the year has NOTHING to do with it. It was going to happen, when it happened.. doesn't matter. So if you had a crappy 2014, you're probably going to have a crappy 2015 unless you make those changes required for it to be good.
Anyway, now that I got that out of the way, here is my review.And what I remember..
Jan 2014 - The longest freaking month of the entire year! Seriously. Am I the only one who thinks this month lasts way too? Nothing excited that I can remember! It was cold. Very cold! Snow tons of snow. Snow rollers.those were neat. Weight loss stall started (didn't lose, but didn't gain)
Feb 2014 - The shortest month of the year literally! But doesn't feel like it. I swear from Jan to March time just slows down. Cold very cold, more snow, tons of snow. Weight loss stall continued. Still not losing, still not gaining (I don't want to gain so that's good).
March 2014. Starting to warm up some! Hitting the 30s we are on a roll now. Snow eventually starts to melt. No more snow rollers. That is very good. They were neat, but them going away was a wonderful sign of a heat up! Still stalled. Still sucks. Starting to get upset over it.
April - OMG I can feel my toes, and my nose doesn't feel like ice anymore. Snow gone, leaves that wasn't racked the year before reappear. Man wish those would have been raked up. Scale is starting to move. Slowly, but it is. Tried on hoodie that didn't fit me at the start of Jan. Couldn't get it over my big boobs. Now it fits me like a dress!! No problems at all. Turns out you lose inches, when not losing pounds. Interesting.
May - July - Nothing big happens. Nothing bad though. It's all good. Just the same old same old, no one really wants to hear about. However, the weather is rather nice. I turned 34..and discovered that the slides at the pool are REALLY fun!
Aug - Decided I better get to a doctor for some help. Did some blood work, an ultrasound (which is no fun) Turns out. The lining of my uterus is too thick..next..biopsy. Also, totally overreacted over someone unfriending me on Facebook. Really.. I overreacted. Turns out I unfriend him. haha I forgot I did that. We are still not friends, and I've since blocked him. haha. I can't believe I let myself get that worked up over him.. and I don't even know him. That's sad. I should admit to this. But it's true.
Sept- Had my biopsy. So not fun. Worse than an ultrasound. Yeah go figure? Turns out I had complex hyperplesia with atypical cells (or precancerous cells). However, they was unable to determine if some of my cells were actually cancer. Recommended I see an oncologist in the gynecology field. Made an appointment, met with doc Lutman, given my options on treatment. I could either try hormones for three months and go through tons of tests again. Then go from there. If hormones were working, I'd continue with hormones, and have check-ups (pelvic exam, ultrasound, and biopsy) yeah I loved that so much the first time. Or have a hysterectomy. My hyperplesia was pretty advanced, and since they couldn't tell if I had cancer or not I decided with the hysterectomy. There was a lot of praying and thinking going into this. I pretty much knew these would be my options. And I'll do another blog, at another time to explain my reasons for the hysterectomy. Many people think I'm crazy for doing this, having no kids, and still being kind of young. There is a reason behind my madness.
Oct - Surgery month! After this month I vowed that in 2015 I did not want to have surgery! Of course sometimes it's out of my hands. lol. If it's gonna save my life..do it!! Surgery went well. Recovery, well I'm still in it. But after surgery I was pain free, and pretty OK. It was the end of something awful..a thing I call periods..and so do a lot of other people. I wonder why? haha. Why is it called a period? I mean really? It doesn't mark the end of anything. It's actually the start of your menstrual cycle. lol. Anyway.
Nov - Still in recovery and starting to get a little stir crazy! I'm active..so this whole doing nothing has been hard. I started my Christmas season, yes I start early, because Dec. is not long enough! Realized I have a lot of scrooge's as friends...buhumbug to you too! Hallmark started to play Christmas movies, and there is Christmas music on the radio!! Makes for a very happy girl.
Dec - Feels like the month just sped by. And I hate that! This is why I started getting into the Christmas season early! Because I feel if I blink my eyes..it's over! This month flew by. No snow..but I was OK with that. After the start of the year, with all the snow and cold. A mild Dec. was greatly welcomed in my heart! Christmas..which I love.. and hate to see it go. I also found out the results to my pathology report. I guess it's important to mention this too. So here's what was what..
* No cancer!! which is awesome.
* Aenomyosis - This shocked me! I had no clue and would have NEVER imagined I had this.
* Leiomyoma - Also a shock, and I really didn't know what it was. I had heard of leiomyosarcoma which is a very bad cancer. But I do not have that! Thank God. But I did have leiomyoma which from what I understand is a type of fibroid.
* Paratubal cyst - Several of these.. and these were in my fallopian tubes.
and last but not least
* Uterine polyps.
So that's my year.. interesting huh?
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